Now More Than Ever

Tomorrow I’ll search in all the same places
Taking out my frustration on familiar faces
And I don’t care if all of them shun me
It doesn’t matter cause it’s all a catastrophe
I make progress crawling across the floor
But I’m too tired even to reach the door
And if my reach is to exceed my grasp
Can I reach far enough to put the key in the clasp?

Cause now more than ever I need someone to hold
Now more than ever someone to be bold

I should just go out there and do my thing
Fly to my goal with golden wings
Aspirations keep you going
But you still can’t escape the seeds you’re sowing
And what if my goal is to be the end
Can breaking my search make me do more than bend?
And if my reach is to exceed my grasp
Can my arm still be bitten by the asp?

Cause now more than ever I need someone to hold
Now more than ever someone to be bold
I have been crying too long in my misery
I need someone to come here and rescue me

Cause anything is better than this blue death
Waking up smelling only my own breath
Alone at night I can never sleep
I’m too tired even to make the leap
Maybe someday I can find this someone
Cause now more than ever I need to know I’m not done
And if my reach is to exceed my grasp
Can she see my arm reaching out from the mass?

Cause now more than ever I need someone to hold
Now more than ever someone to be bold
I have been crying too long in my misery
I need someone to come here and rescue me
Give me something that I know is true
So I know that I’m not through